Lately I feel a bit down and I don’t really know the reason. Or maybe I do, and I don’t want to admit it.
But maybe, more likely, it’s just like a lot of small things are piling up on one another.
People might be right and my life is really very full and very heavy considering the amount of things I want to do and I have to do, but I always try to do my best and try to survive the day.
There are a few things that make me usually sad and at the very top there are lies and fake people.
Another thing that lets me down, very, very, very down is when people don’t understand I’m doing things for his or her good and they behave accordingly ignoring what I’m saying or not trusting my advices.
I think I’m going to write a very first “O my darling” post on this particular person I’m thinking of at the moment, but we’re talking about something different this time.
It’s exactly in the moments like this one that I miss my friends, my best friends very much. They’re like siblings to me and whenever I feel sad or down I feel more painfully their absence.
And in these moments I think about moments lived together.
I remember all the time I spent together with S. and E. in the dorm we used to live in. All the times we laughed, we made a mess or simply had a fun together. I might do sometimes some sketches or write down something nice that happened during that period.
The point is that I miss my sisters.
I have to thank the technology this time. M. finally put watsup on her phone and now we started a nice group chat, so we’re well informed all the time. Now, I don’t like technology but just this time I love it!
And then there is my little brother D. He’s a drummer and plays in a band I’ve told you about already. Whenever I miss him most I listen to their songs and then my head starts to extract from the mix of the sounds the drums and percussion. And doing that, the sound becomes solid and I see him playing.
I don’t know if anything of what I’ve just written makes any sense to anybody, but it does to me.
I miss them and I love them very much.
And I’m going to express the feeling with an image taken by a manga I love so much!
Sooner or later I have to tell you about my big idols! Oda “One piece” sensei is one of them!